Today I slept in until 1:00 which NEVER happens. I think I needed it though. I can say with confidence that dieting is not at all as hard as I thought it would be. I'm really proud of myself with how well I'm committing to it. I had a hiccup today with some of my other compulsions, but I have a plan and I know what I need to do and how to handle it all. I think with dieting and not bingeing I'm learning how to flush out bad habits. I know I need to fix things in my life and it does feel like the right time to do so.
There is one thing that scares me though and it's my mood swings. The thing is, is that this isn't something new and it's been going on for awhile. It just seems to get worse. I used to say I have anger issues but I don't think I really did, but I do now. It scares me how angry I can get in just a short amount of time and I really do need to confront this problem. Just adding things to the list! this summer is officially about fixing my imperfections.
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