Fighting friends

We took a four hour road trip from casa 157 in Playa Del Carmen to Merida to get my sister Patys renewed visa. Today was difficult. Just like everyday but I tend to see how I'm really alone, except for my amazing family and I love them and appreciate them, but being 18 and still in high school the 'bestfriends' concept is a bigger deal then is needs to be. In fact just the 'friends' concept is a big deal to me. I haven't ever had that one person I can turn to when I need some one but I've had ones I could pretend with for awhile and at them moment I don't even have pretend friends really. Which brings me back to food. Food sometimes seems to be my only bff. Bummer, right? Well I'm trying and I'll get there eventually.